Imagining
the sea
I’ve recently (like a lot of other people) found
myself confined to the house, through a horrible and stubborn chest infection.
I couldn’t get out to my studio and paint as I usually do, but as I started to
feel better I felt like getting off the sofa and doing something. I’d been
thinking about why I find the sea, and coasts, so fascinating. The ocean
presents a barrier to our own travels (unless you have a boat or a ferry
ticket!) but invites the eye to roam across it, and to imagine. I was
interested in the idea of the mysterious hidden depths of the sea, and of the
way the fluidity and rhythms of the sea seem to affect us all psychologically. Maybe
it’s to do with the potentially immersive aspects, the way we imagine ourselves
to be lost, and drowning in the depths.
I found a beautiful quote by Helen Chadwick :
“…Looking at the sea … the specifics of personality wash away… Our state of
consciousness takes us out of our body into rhythms that are fundamental and
primary.” The iconic blue colour of the sea seems important for these aspects –
a colour which is essentially ungraspable, always receding from us, implying
depth and distance. I suddenly thought as well of the Chagall stained glass
windows in the tiny church at Tudely in Kent, not far from here – the main window
commemorates the drowning of a young woman, whose family commissioned the
window. It’s worth seeking out if you’re nearby – it’s the only church in the
world where all the windows are by Chagall. To me, there’s a real sense of the
sea as a different space, with the lost girl in the depths – and is there a
more resonant blue than stained glass?
I took out a range of water-based media – old watercolour
sets, gouache, acrylic, pastel pencils, oil pastels – and some off-cuts of
mountcard I’d found when turning things out a few days before. I spread
everything on the floor and started some mixed media studies on the theme of
the sea. I swooshed liquid blue watercolour washes onto the card, then worked into
it with gouache and white acrylic, scribbling with graphite or pastel, or
splashing more fluid paint onto it. Using a different medium from my usual oil
paint means that the work changes – some things are possible in watercolour and
gouache which wouldn’t work with oil, and perhaps some of the ideas about the
fluidity and indefineable nature of water are naturally more suited to
water-based media. I don’t usually
do studies in preparation for painting exactly, but I do feel that themes and motifs
which emerge in studies find their way into paintings as well.
Sea Study 1 |
Sea Study 2 |
Sea Study 3 |
Sea Study 4 |